Have you ever had that feeling that made you want to do something, but chose not to for some unforeseen reason? Or even that feeling of regret that comes over you and all your thoughts are just filled with “what ifs”? Maybe your regrets are eating you alive and you just don't know what you're going to do now. I never liked regret or the fact that it always happens eventually. It's like a rash that gets more and more itchy. Regret begins with: “Oh. It's not serious. to where it becomes “I wish I had done that.” I would have liked to do that. If you don't know how to deal with it, it just becomes a part of you. I have a lot of regrets in life. Some are minor while others are still a part of me today. One of my biggest regrets in life was not being able to properly grieve the loss of my father. It was hard considering he was like my rock in everything I did for my first 9 years of existence. I felt like he was the backbone I needed when I couldn't get over my mistakes. He was everything to me. So when I lost him, I never got over it properly. I never feel sad...