I sigh, watching the stars in the sky twinkle against their dawning backdrop. I always found a way to ruin friendships. First it was Robin, now Luke. Speaking of the very pretty blonde, I haven't seen him in ages. All because I was too scared to go home. Lately, since I planned my suicide attempt, I've felt so... out of character. I haven't been myself. I don't care. I need to stop being so scared. I refuse to let another friendship go bad because of my actions. My actions that are never thought through. I always act on instinct, and it's time to change that. I'm going to see Luke. I stand up, blow a kiss to the stars and button my coat to the neck. You wouldn't believe how much I could still feel, even with my mind numbed. I could smell. Well, don’t they say that you learn something new about yourself every day? The cold chills me to the bone, caressing my hair in the wildest way possible. And as I reposition my scarf with my gloved hands, I curse myself for outright refusing my mother's car offer. It's great to get places more quickly; especially in the warm embrace of a radiator. I laughed at myself, at my refusal to accept everything Mom wanted to do for me. She's been all over me lately. I mean, I expected her to; I had attempted suicide for the second time in a year. But now it was absolutely unbearable to stand. Before turning onto the road leading to the streets of my house and Luke's, I bend down and hide a handful of frozen rocks in my coat pocket. It looked like I was going to pull off the most clichéd move in the history of cinema. My skin was even lighter from the cold, my cheeks were pink from my body's failed attempt to warm up under the setting moon. . middle of paper......one thing in common is my language. She said, "She has a boyfriend anyway!" I sing at the top of my lungs, causing Luke to laugh. "It's only a few minutes. Before we drop you off, all we seem to do is talk about sex. She's got a boyfriend anyway! She's got a boyfriend anyway!" He sings along back, and I give him one of the happiest looks I've ever had, and it causes a glint in his eyes "I loved your friend when I saw his movie; he has a funny face, but I like that because he always looks cool. She has a boyfriend anyway! She has a boyfriend anyway! " We continue like that, and after the song, he finally puts the car in drive, and his mother stumbles out of the house in her bathrobe and slippers. "Oh my God! My darling! Get out of the car! He's going to crush you! » she shouts, hands on her cheeks in worry. Luke's face loses all color. He will crush you..